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06 November 2010

clenching a tight fist by beast

I told you to go, to go away
I replied back to you that I didn’t like you because I thought I wasn’t going to see you again

I wanted to embrace you with my two arms, but I couldn’t do that
Because I thought I was going to cry first


We can live apart
There is a farewell for us
Only fake laugh is coming out 


I will send you away
So hurry up and go and be happy
Clenching my fists tight, I started to cry


We can’t meet again, now we really can’t meet
I bit my lips at these cold icy words
I don’t want to look back, I don’t want to ever look back
I tell myself over and over again, but I can’t do that 


After that, the dreams of me finding you repeats
Just looking at your back, you don’t smile back looking at me
I happily greet you even though there is no response from you
So that I won’t end up regretting after I wake up from this dream
It isn’t easy to fill up a blank space
The memories just shine a light to where you are
Words that I don’t even mean, I send them to you
Clenching my fists tight, Good luck to you


I didn’t know it was this hard walking back home
My heart is too stuffed up


I need to live better
I need to fight this off
No matter how much I tell myself
It is so hard because thoughts of you roam in my mind 

We can’t meet again, now we really can’t meet
I bit my lips at these cold icy words
I don’t want to look back, I don’t want to ever look back
I tell myself over and over again, but I can’t do that

Even though I tell myself that I will forget a girl like you
Even though I tell myself that I will never look at a girl like you
But again I can’t forget you 

We loved each other, we really loved each other
Why are we breaking up like this?
(Let’s not break up)
Telling me that you couldn’t live without me,
Telling me that you were going to die without me
You who used to say such thing,
Where did you go? Where did you go?

 Whenever i heard this song,my tears won't stop rolling down ! :(

ponteng ponteng !


ahaks ..today is sunday,n guess what ?i'm at home ...malas malas ...aini xdok exam tep,so nok wt gpo g kolosh ..xdok pekdos..baek dok dumos .kan kan ?eh sekejap,"ring ring",fon brbunyi mnandakan pkul 8 pg..wow awl aku bgun aini..kalu x pkul 10 jgn arap aku nok bgun..hee..bkn pe,aini i have to send my youngest brother,,emirul aka abe chik..huhu,,bru smlm ata akak,aini dh kena ata abg,,tnggal aku sorang2 umah..nsib bek ade hantu buat teman..haha.tik tok jam brdetik..tepat 9.35 kte org smpai d stesen bas tesco..doh la smpai lmbt cuz bas spatut gerak 9.30 ..alohai..kwn abg aku pulak buat hal,,xsmpai2 ag..dh la tiket dok nga abg aku..ksian dia lau kna tnggal..lps tu bunyi suara sorang pak cik tuo, "gi gi lah naek nuh !lambat doh nih..siye ko drebar bas nunggu" !..dgn selamba aku mnjwb "rilek bro !abe kawe nok tnggu saem dio.."...tibo2 si pokcik nyibuk tu mnjwb, "eh eh..peting ko saem lagih pado keno tinggal ko bas nieh..guano pelik sgt abe demo nie ?" ..."Ya Allah,bodoh ko gapo pokcik tuo sore nih..doh la maroh2 ore kokse..mace la dio tu drebar bas ..eeeiiiiii gere aku pokcik nih",jwb aku dale hati..kalu lua mno nok brani..nt pokcik tu cop aku kure ajar,,tp tobak eh..meme aku nok mroh ko pokcik tuh ..eh eh sedap mulut dio jah..tp xdok aroh,,mujo iman aku kuat lagih,,kalu dok lamo doh aku rogol pokcik nih..nauzubillah ! haha..yakss gelii !!bbrapa mnit kmudian,nmpk la batang hidung si hafiz nih..haishh slow la kau nie pih !apo la///mujur drebar bas baek nok nunggu kau !kalu pokcik tuo tu jdi drebar,xthu lah nsib kau pih ..ish ish ish...bas pn slmat brgerak dgn bilangan pnumpang yg ckup jumlahnya .,.ahaks ..sblum blk,smpat ag aku mnjeling tajam ke arah pokcik tuh...haha,,pade muko mum pokcik !

05 November 2010

STOP!!!!!no more love ~~


bak kata umi,"bo bo la gewe...xdok pekdoh..gewe putuh gewe putuh,wat prabih maso jah..sede ke mso remaja nieh kito keno guno molek..manfaat ke tuk blaja ..lepah brjayo nuh,gewe la nok gewe gk...bratus ore ko,bribu ko..xdok ore nok mroh doh"...haha//.bgitu lah pepatah yg amat teramat bernas dari umi..kalu dulu,aku pantang dgr umi ngepek psal gewe,tp loni kalu buleh hari2 aku nok dgr..ahaks ...yolo lah gapo hok ore tuo tu pese ko kito sbb mereka lbih dulu make gare pado kito ..kpd awok2 d luar nuh hok mno sero serik gewe,contohilah pesane mok aku nih...bo bo la weh..buat make hati jah .saem ckup la ..baek saem lah lakow pado gewe2 nieh ..
NO WOMAN NO CRY,NO BOY NO LOVE !!

19 October 2010

ofcos,it hurts me so much ..


Aku yakin kalau aku tanya korang,cinta itu ape sbnrnya?best kah?indah kah?aku yakin korang akn jwb,'ya,cinta itu indah..bak kata pepatah bila dah terjerat dgn cinta,mandi pun xbasah,tidur pun xlena,mkn pn xknyg..."btul kah??herm..i think have to agree wif it..but to certain people like me for example,love is such a pain..a pain dat sometimes i cannot endure..this is da first time aku merasa kesakitan akibat cinta...kesakitan yg perit..yg mngajar aku tentang khidupan dan sbnrnya ia lebih mematangkan aku,,beginilah cinta monyet namanya...anyway,aku xsalahkan dia..beginilah pasang surut alam remaja..masa depan pun panjang n jaoooohhhhhh lagi,,btul lah bak kata si dia itu..terima kasih wak ats sgalanya..krna prnah hadir dlm hdup sy,,xkn sy lupa semua knangan itu...pengalaman ini mmbuatkn aku serik..pintu hati ni sudah tertutup..biar lah suatu hari nanti,aku dpertemukan dgn cinta sejati..my love of heaven :)

18 October 2010

congratulation for breaking my heart .


I fall asleep with the phone by my mascara streaked pillow,
And at two in the morning when I suddenly awakens because I was dreaming of him,
The first thing I does is check the caller ID to see if his name is there.
When it’s not, it breaks my heart.

Tell him i don’t ever want to see him again
Tell him he meant nothing to me
Tell him i never loved him
Tell him i won’t miss him at all
But please don’t tell him
I said all this with tears in my eyes.

..its da life . da life that teach me to be a better person :(


We take a risk,when we open our hearts
because the truth is,
if we open our hearts, we will get hurt.
You can’t open your heart
and not have some hurt
because you’re in a human experience.
Even if it’s the love of your life
and you have many wonderful,
deepening, growing,powerful years together,
it’s a human experience and that person will pass over. 
Love takes courage.
Be courageous.

FINAL EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!




FUCK! FINAL EXAM IS COMING LOL!ofcoz,i'm totally not prepared at all...arghh SHIT!exam exam exam ..knapa kau sibuk ngat nok kacau owg?xdok kau tenang hidup aku ..chemist,physic,bio...aku nok jwb gapo la nt ?ata ketah kosong ke xleh...huh...kijoan blako nieh.,.tp xdok exam,aku jugok hok bodoh...kuikuikui..